Monday, February 27, 2012

something for everyone


If by any chance this message is sent around

Bless the person who made this video
and thank you Allah for such a reminder to exist
May Allah bless us all

my reminder

these words remind me that we only live HERE only for a while

“Plan for your akhira carefully; you are going to spend the rest of your life there.”

sadly I am not fully prepared yet...

Sunday, February 26, 2012

deepest of them all

what i ever wanted will never be achievable in this lifetime
so please understand that i have no intention on having too much fun in this life
because when you laugh so much in this life, you will cry just as hard in the next
something that i ponder daily in order to obtain victory in the afterlife

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

talk

people like to be healthy rather then being sick
its perfectly clear why they like being a-okay
but what i like about being healthy is silence
i talk too much when im sick~

Wednesday, February 15, 2012



If I hold on much longer I might break my hands
I must respect the space you have but you tread in my lands
And all things aside I know we both know where we stand I’m stuck here
And you’re there and that’s it let it go

This quicksand it pulls me under
It pulls me underneath her
And I’m learning how to live with my unintended consequences
While you’re busy jumping fences
Afraid to stay in one spot for too long

Biting the bait
Pulling me down
Telling myself to rebuild and rebound
Yet always hoping to see you around
Cause that’s my idea of safe and sound
But I’d rather gamble lose all and face death
than fucking rot here exhausted from this waste of breath
I always waste my breath

This quicksand it pulls me under
It pulls me underneath her
And I’m learning how to live with my unintended consequences
While you’re busy jumping fences
Afraid to stay in one spot for too long

I’m trying hard
Real hard
Everyday not to lose my temper

hehe blurp blurp

May peace be upon you dear reader,

Its funny how I just noticed that I am in a position of being content with my life...in a happy way


Today has been fulfilling; laughter in class, joking around like a normal dude, being obnoxious when my batteries are low and ma boys are all cool.

My second chance of college life may not have the "everyday social activity" nor " social gatherings" of any sort. Its just class then hit home. Having great college mates is a very heartwarming thing too. The usual spots are just around college vicinity. Heck, it may be small but it surely is the place that I'm comfortable with.

Recently, old friends from the past have been trying to get me outta the house and chill to talk about old times and stuff. But I have been losing interest in hanging out at public places (especially when I'm having my "ME" time at home and not being in college)

Its just me being me. Plus, being jobless sure stops me from going to my favorite bookstore. It'll be a very rare time when I do go there. Will not know when. Depends on my mood too.

Drumming is still a love which I can never throw away. But I'd never want to play for bands that I can never enjoy playing the music i wanna play. So I decided to just stop from going to another jam session and quit playing in a band. Playing air drums at home with songs like "Quicksand" by The Story So Far is fulfilling enough for me.

Enough of this blabbering.

May Everyone Have a Blessed Day

Assalamualaikum

Sunday, January 1, 2012

2012 post

Alhamdulillah 2011 has passed and now for a whole new adventure

It was my first short skate session at Shah Alam skatepark before the new years. Thus reaching home before the massive jam too. Got to see a few of my old band friends, seems that their doing good. Really happy for them too. What will happen this new year, final exams.

InsyaAllah I'll pass the 2 papers and the rest of the story will roll in by itself. Happy 2012 and may everyone have a blessed year :)